gray journeys

All too often I have people ask me if I did not want a girl. They see my four boys three of whom are adopted and assume I had something agai...

Does anyone else feel inadequate as a parent? I mean really I can't be the only one right? I sit here in hopes that exposing my gross in...

Holding on loosely is not something I do well, AT ALL. I have a tendency to try to hold things too tight at times. Its really easy to do and...

So it has been a while since I blogged and a lot has happened in the past 5 months.  Erick received his transplant on January 14, 2015 and t...

I wish I knew how to feel about a new year. Quite honestly I never understood why we spend a full year doing things we need to change and th...

As I looked at my reflection in the mirror the past few months I have not liked what I have seen looking back at me. What I saw was a mother...

Thanksgiving day and we are home.  This time of year is so conflicted for me. I have a love/hate relationship with the holidays. It was this...